missing someone

i miss my sister ....T.T

One more day left

One more day left and my ol' sister will turn 25...
finally after months awaited i can say "you're 25 now" and she can't answer "its still far away"
ahakz...
i think i bought the something for her perfectly?
haha *sweatdrops*
im not sure wether if that what she wants or not..
but what i know..she won't be here on her birthday..
so we'll celebrating a day after

DAMMIT!

My dad was kinda angered by that XD
yea..he was like "its her birthday and she's staying over at that house? OK no birthday la...."
and i was like "isshh you this, the next day we can still celebrate bah"
and he was like "you celebrate la...i won't be here..i go somewhere else"
I HOPE HE DIDN'T DO THAT FOR REAL >_<

coz..well...my dad is well known to be hardheaded...
[looks like we siblings got the hardheaded genes from him XD]

well...
i'll be baking the cake...
hopefully its not as CRAPPY as always...
its like whenever i bake cake...
i can always see the word CRAP! on it XD

anyways...........
my back bones [on the left to be precise]
might accidentally got sprained...
dunno why..
giving more lights on it...
now i have difficulties in moving...breathing..and lying down...
even sitting on this Gdamn computer chair hurts bad....

2nd part

Today we learn more about beverages...and this time mixing liquers [i dunno if i spell it write...]
i lost count at the sips of 15 XD...
we drink in the morning and we drink in the afternoon...
it was crazy..i actually have to put a bit more make up on my face to cover the redness of my cheeks XD...[unfortunately drinking that much didn't have any boost on me...XD]
dunno why XD...
its not like im a social drinker...
maybe it just didn't give any results XD...

i'll be rotting in hell for this XD XD XD


But in the end i did tell my dad about it and at first he was like "whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" XD
and then i say its for us to know the difference between the beverages and i did tell him that the taste sucks!...seriously...it IS suck! but i kinda like the peppermint martini XD...
they way its a women drink and its true coz the girls in the class really love it!
XD

let see.....
i need to go and rest maybe kill myself after this XD
bye

1st part

sorry i have to post in two parts XD


today at college....food and beverage restaurant practical to be precise,we were learning about beverages..and everyone in my class Xcluding me wanted to have a drink...meaning alcoholic drinks...
so they bought it...[NOTE:im 17 and most of my friends are only a year or two older than me but they haven't reach the age yet....so its illegal XD]
but they bought 2 types of the drink...TIGER and CARLSBERG...
i drank both XD...
and on top of that, my lecturer mixed it with a whiskey brand [JIM something XD..]
man...everyone was crazy after that...Xcept me...although im a very very rare drinker [meaning i drink only once or twice in 5-10 years...] i still can hold my alcohol after drinking and mixing those three in my empty stomach...
unfortunately my friend a very social drinker..
couldn't hold her liquor. So she kinda got dizzy,drunk and talk gibberish for a while...LOL..
i was laughing seeing her crazy side..she's always the 'shy' girl..and seeing that is a PLUS for me XD..
anyways i got the video contains them all drinking XD...
proof of underage drinking XD XD XD...kidding...
BUT~
i haven't uploaded it yet..maybe i will and show it to you XD....
well gotta go..
tmorrow gonna see a particular favoriteless lecturer for 4 hours...gonna kill myself and die tomorrow...
ciao XD...

kuneko XD

written on
Tuesday, October 23, 2007

First Malaysian Astronaut

I just watched the first malaysian astronaut DR.Sheikh Muzaffar Shah take off to outerspace at 9:41 PM on 10th October 2007...
in 3 days he will land on somewhere2 outerspace base XD..
yea im kinda not following it much..
so lets just pray the astronauts arrive there and earth back safely.... :)

Unfortunate Incident~

Today something bad [well you can say that] happened to one of my college mates.Her car [which was parked perfectly] was hitted by another car at the rear.her left rear lights,the trunk and the sensor was badly 'bruised'
Ironicly the car who hits her car was 2 times smaller than her XD...Its a kancil who hits an IMPORTED HONDA.The funniest thing is the dude and his 3 [or was it 2] friends was having a "happy hour"[Drink alcohol] in the morning XD..and he said that the breaks didn;t kick in when he hits the car XD


this is the car that hits my friends Bumper which i think the car suffered more than my friend's car...
this is the rear part thats been hitted....But i think the Kancil severed more pain XD...
not only in repairing the car but also repairing my friends car would be HELL because the parts are imported..and imported means Xpensive..Xpensive means you have to work your ass for the money XD...

so the moral here...don't do any happy hour early XD...

update?

ok...i seriously need to get a move on for WD..oh my gaa...i MUST lend a helping hand to yinchacha in mixing the recordings..poor yinchacha already have her hands full and o stoopid me piling it up more :(( [sniff]
....

anyways..good things happen yesterday...
someone came back and oh boy...he...or SHE came back with a suprise XD
i wish i could tell you guys who but i'll keep it as a secret for now...
but im glad that she's re-uploading her songs to be downloaded again..
and there's lots of 'un-uploaded' songs before being uploaded..which is a YAY for me XD..
been downloading like crazy while waiting for 'fasting' to be over...

yea its RAMADHAN month..or well known the month where you leave everything bad and try to be pure..for once XD or be a better person...gosh..like im gonna be that XD..seriously..been 'fasting' for a week now and i suddenly came down with a slight fever..I FELT LIKE DYING + the headache and chest pains...yea im DEAD for sho' XD.

well..i'll try my best to IGNORE COMPLETELY about the pain and the fact that i almost pass out at school XD...Anyways i pass 4 subject with flying colours XCEPT kitchen management! [note:you're looking at the girl who took hotel management as her preffered course in college...and a particular lecturer really is getting on her nerves! XD].Well i re-sit my kitchen management again..and holy mother..i didn't passed...[what the heck! i studied like crazy for that re-test!] im saying ya'll this lecturer doesn't like me and i think he knows that im not really fond at him...well he told us on the first semester not to 'kiss his ass'..so im not kissing it and i think he doesn't like it XD...because all the girls thought he's hot and handsome and bla bla bla...Xcept me [at first i was like those girls..but after a month i was like..mannnnnn this dude is seriously trippin' for girls eyes XD] ANYWAYS...im actually in a relief mode where i've been trying so hard for days until my eyes almost pops out from its systems in logging in to blogger.com...seriously COMPUTERS HATE ME >_XD...

anyways..the reason why i updated this blog is because i wanted to tell you guys that another forum is almost up where i wanted to recruit people from all over the world in an on going song project..well like morning musume...with one name and many gens [probably] and maybe shuffles! too :)




http://voiceactingalliance.com/board/showthread.php?t=26493

ok i know you guys are getting bored reading XD...so be nice to me...if something good happen i'll tell you guys again...if i ever survive this 'fasting' XD...
anyways...Hari Raya is almost near....you guys dunno whats that?..try google for it XD...
id you guys are lucky i might post my fugly face here XD...

ok...ciao...
am swaying to angela aki's tashika ni song -piano- vers XD

august month [HAPPY MERDEKA DAY!]

Happy Merdeka DAY!!!
Malaysia is 50 today
wahhh...tua udah...

well..its been an awfully long time since i wrote anything here
so...i think i have a couple of things to mention...XDD

firstly..WD 2nd generation is picking up their paces..
unfortunately WD 1st Gen is slowing down XD..[ahh...its moving forward slowly]
Semester break is over...Sem 2 enrollment is tomorrow..and im gonna know my exam result on that day too...

yea...im pretty sure i won't get B's or A's...
i didn't do well on that exam...
i felt that i was in some sort of underpressured...
dunno why....
maybe every 17 year old gone through this stuff....
anyways...
i feel like i wanted to tell to anyonw who reads this that i really appreciate for their time stopping here and read
im not sure..but these pass months i've been a bit different from my usual self...
word from people that if 'one' acted like that something was bound to happen [mostly badstuff] either on the person or the other person...
uh so yea....my chest and on my waist part[kidney?] pain has increased a lot these past days...
somehow im not worried........ just nervous XDD ..if its because of the lack of sleep ..i don't think so..coz i've lack of sleep since i was 12..so its kinda late if its caused by it now ne?...
anyways...
i've been having this painful headache too [on the right side of my head (:rofl:)]
and its seriously disturbing...
sometimes..my eyes goes blurry (NO its not because of the computer or the headache)..
i don't know...too many 'prabem'[like Gabriel always said] XD
anyways..can't wait to get back to college....wait did i just said that?....oh yea i did....
two weeks of no school really boring...
all of my friends continue their studies out of the country...
only left me and my family..
not to mention
my sis only at home on Sat & Sun..
Kelly sleeps at the day and go to his theatre thingey by night
and my dad rarely..see him nowadays...

call me lonely...
but i think i am...
years ago...loneliness...doesn't really get to me...coz there's my mum to keep me company...
unfortunately after she passed away...somehow...loneliness have become a 'part' of me...
as painful as it sounds...
i talk to people too....socialize...but somehow...im not even sure if it was 'me' who's talking to them....
sounds CRAZY ne?

anyways...
years ago i was a total jerk...i act jerky towards everyone
4 years ago...i somehow become 'nicer'...
maybe i think that might be it...
i have so much fun rebelling with my friends..
that i don't really get the satisfaction of being nice...
OR maybe im wrong...
afterall...im still young and still have a long way to discover myself...
one thing for sure that i learn WELL and might NEVER do that again was...
having a relationship...with a girl...
now i understand when guys says 'girls are cute but scary' XD
but that was the ol' me..
the new me is a man-loving girl...XD
[believe me on that..]..somehow..some girls still want to have this kind of relationship with...me?...
they say that i understand them...[DUDE!..of course i understand girls...im a girl too XD]

ok..that went a lil overboard than what i imagined to type XD
anyways...
i had fun with all the stuff going around me.
some are...frustrating...depressing...sad...felt like dying....happy..content..jumpy...excited...etc
Life's is not perfect...ESPECIALLY MINE!
i think i would die of BOREDOM if lifes perfect...
XD

anyways...i make mistakes...i try to get it right...it gets worst... try to make the best of it...
and suck it in...all of these...that makes EVERYONE ...well....EVERYONE!

i wouldn't want to be anyone but myself....
because no one can do MY worse and best things like M.E!

thats the thing that i always get right...
i might not be as pretty as everyone else..
or VERY talented like everyone..
atleast i can try my best to it and be among those people :)

X
heachan

ps:after re-reading everything..i feel like such a dork..pouting everything like a spoil brat....but i still don;t want to delete it...but for my appologize on being a dork and a spoil brat..here's some music..XD..MEHHHH














Free Music

OH MY GAAA

OK lots of of things happen and i felt like killing myself...
Online cover groups are pilling up.My cousin passed away on August 3rd 2007 ..THE SAME NIGHT AS MY SOHAT NIGHT (like prom night la..but sponsored by hotel managements and Tourist students)....I really need to send in my audition recording for yinyinchachas second song project and other 2 song project...
As i can see my second generation for WD is not that good..maybe i'll postponed it a bit XD...
anyways...I just found it that im one of million of Malaysian chosen for national service...meaning???
I WON'T BE HERE FOR 3 FRIGGIN MONTHS!!
and i hate that....no computers..no music....no online friends....no celphones...no NOTHING!
On top of that,I HATE HEIGHTS...which i know there will be SO MANY THERE!!
ooo F**K! I HATE THIS!

seriously..im on exam week and after i found that out i couldn't do any revision..coz im so stress..anyways...
i hope you guys have much better days and news than me....:)

Pizza...yummy

Ok...on 15 july i think,we ate outside again..this time pizza...
so yummy...got hawaiian pizza..my fave..i thought wanted to tell them to ordered hawaiian pizza and that sausage thingy pizza (i forgot the name oredy XD)...but~ instead i ask for hawaiian only XD...


しかし私は両方とも! ほしいと思う!! anyways...here's some pic i felt like sharing



I love this pic..XD

This is the look from the outside.Yes..we sit outside..its raining so its not hot la~
Not many people kan?..you should see inside..so MANY people..pack oooo


The pizza i took from the left angle...nice mahhh

This angle is from the normal view XD (normal?)

thats all lah...me sleepy...me wanna eat....me...wanna sleep...me wanna eat..ICE CREAM!!!

Kitchen Class Part 2

OH MY F**KIN GOD!..i can't believe i typed the part one title wrong...I originally wanted to type "EAT SUSHI" instead i typed "EAT AT SUSHI"...wtf?!..LOL..XD...Anyways lets move on...next place im gonna bring you is the kitchen...not my home kitchen.BUT~ kitchen at my school...IRONIC enough,i took hotel management course without realizing that it has COOKING PRACTICAL IN IT...

O MY GAAAA~ 私は真剣にまた... 私がそれのこつを得ることを試みることをfirst..but ことをのそれ信じることができなかった...F.Y.I ..IM NOT A FAN IN COOKING! しかし私は... hey!..i 愛甘い事をそんなに焼くことを愛するmah..and のケーキが例外XD の

Anyways...on July 16,we or shall i say CHEF EDWARD,make a lemon chicken ..i think he said the method and this meal might come out on our exam..and we have to cook...I hope i don;t burn the kitchen..sudah lah XD

anyways...
lets move to the pic-ies XD


Its our turn to make the lemon chicken...not as well done as chefs but we had fun eating it XD



Too many work...i don;t think i've help them on that day..well little2 stuffs only.atleast ada mah

This is the Lemon Chicken that Chef make.It supposedly have rice at the side..but he said "No cooking rice today".SO..we eat only the lemon chicken la....


Thats the chef a bit blurry..the big big guy...he's an ok person...we like hanging out with him...XD..PS: i took this pic like lightning bolt.Meaning..so fast thats why its blurry....



yea..we had fun on that day...crazy fun, happening...DHTM semester one girls and boys rulez!

eat at sushi ..part 1

Oh my friggin god!...
can't believe that i never even update this blog...
so i will be updating this blog in parts XD

so let me start on July 7th 2007.its on Monday i think,me and my dad went out for dinner that night.and we ate sushi!..yep..i ate a lot until i couldn't even stand up XD...i ate a set course meal of ebi furai and some 'chocho' sushi (sushi on train)..funny name ne?...XD

so...im not really good at wordings...so i let the pics do the talking..


My course set meal:Ebi Furai Set....this is seriously yummy...you guys should try it!


My dads course set meal:Teriyaki set.There's this white2 stuff that looked like white raddish (or maybe it is)...so smelly..like farts smell XD

For drinks,we ordered Ice Lemon Tea.Not really a highlight coz it taste so so SO soury XD

but we finished it..wat? its Rm4.00++ mah...so expensive XD



to be continued....

Its challenging!

Haruuuu....

*sigh*Im dying just doing assignment...i have to turn in 2 ASSIGNMENTS on/before July 3rd...DARN IT!
and being in many cover groups is really challenging.Many of them are re-calling me to be in the next album,and im making my own forum for my OWN cover groups....

my forum

click it...^^
well its basically a forum for all singers all over the world to join ...its like Hello!Project.
I will hold audition for every generations..
so right now im like holding an audition for my first ever Generation called "UNKNOWN"
more infos in there..
im kinda too lazy to write any thing
but my sis ask me write sumthing here..LAST NIGHT!
XD

so im doing TONIGHT! XD
so bye bye

おやすみなさい皆... 私はそれのようにXD をいつ感じるか掲示する

salute!

Welcome everyone to heachans corner...SALUTE!
This is not my first time blogging so this is mainly for interesting stuff thats been happening around me,my friends,my family and the world.An EXCLUSIVE leisure for everyone to read and see (for any pictures i posts)
For the opening for this site,i will make an introduction of myself to give everyone an inside view to know the mistress of this page XD

Well, hi ya...
im heachan..you can JUST call me heachan XD
im 17,and i love playing games,yaoi,anime and sleeping.
Im a part time Singer and part time Voice Actress on the internet.
I LOVE CATS and BISHIES
Im in many groups parts of it are Sucre Yume,Fuji//Friendship,SilverxSytche etc....
and the members who are ORIGINALLY ASIAN are ONLY me XD...
i love the color green which many people though its weird for a girl to like green.My Least->hated color is blue..blech.....
but i do have a lot of clothes collection blue