Counting Down to 2010

Today 2009
Tomorrow 2010...

Its a count down time to the wonderful year of 2010...
Its 10:55PM now as im typing this...

In just 1 hours time, we'll be saying goodbye to 2009..
reminisce every good and bad thing in the good ol' days...
and hoping for a better 2010...

so lets recap my 2009...
-earlier this year I celebrated my 19th birthday...
-My dad got married on February, 2 days after Valentine Days..
-I manage to loose 10KG...but gain back about 3KG along the way xD...
-I finished my industrial training..
-Im on my 6th Semester in College...
-Still no boyfriend
-I gain more friends..
-Surprisingly met friends back from elementary school and High School
- I pass my driving test..
-Ms Piggy bank have more money than my wallet xD..means I've been in a good SAVINGS year..
-My sister had a baby girl..
-I passed beautifully on my 5th semester subjects....
-Im more into watching Dramas now....
-My cousin has influenced me to love KDRAMA..xD
-Im more into Korean Music now xD

So lets see what im hoping for 2010..
-Me turning 20..
-Able to drive without my dad NAG me everytime *fingers crossing on that*
-Hopefully to loose weight more...
-Prolly its time for me to find love
-change my style..I wanna be more sweet girly like xD...
-Grow my hair long..
- A little freedom in my life..
-Success in my studies...or just pass on my results ..nuff said...
xD

Actually there's more...but...meeehhhh....
xD



Now its 11:07PM...
Less than an hour we will be welcoming 2010...
so to EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD...HAPPY NEW YEAR...

Whats your resolution this year?...
-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEL..
She's 3 year and 6 month old...
many more years to be with her...

^_^

After Christmas~

I went for a Jog with my sis on christmas day....

It was about 6:00AM..we went to the Arkib Negara's jog place....=.=
It was fun, I managed to do about 5 leaps on that ridiculously big place LOL....

Came home, had morning breakfast then I baby sat Naira.....
Along the way I fell asleep LOL....

Woke up ..had my dinner...
Watch some christmas Kpop music Banks on KBSW..
Then watch some movies...
now im here.....xD


Hope everyone's christmas went amazingly well...
lets see what new year will in store to me...

-shakeera

DGragon -heartbreaker cover

So this morning at 3:00AM I decided to learn GDragon's heartbreaker dance choreography..
It was fun!!..
I had the chance to use my chicken dance on it LOL...*flap ma wings bebeh flap the damn wings*



I followed from this performance choreography..
with some improvisation from myself LOL

Hope you enjoy..
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2010

-heachan

Scan =.=

10:30AM today ..I went to the specialist at Sabah Medical Center Hospital to do further check up on my swollen on the right ear...So...They had to scan me out but first they tried to injected me with this serum to make my vein glow to see if there's really a problem or not..
So, the funny thing about it is 2 licensed doctor can't even find any of my veins on both arms...so this female doctor just pull a stunt and just randomly injected in the needle in my arm...After a couple of seconds, I think she realized that the injected place was wrong...so she tried to tilt it to the right...

It would've been nice if she pull the needle out and injected in back to the place she thought was correct instead of stretching the needle to the right while its still inside of me...=.=..

The pain was....Oh...Oh....OUCH...

After 5 minutes or so..they finally decided to call a more experienced doctor who specialized in this ares...=.=''

So when the doctor came in...he was slapping my arm hoping to see any vein out...
UNFORTUNATELY, they didn't show...
Usually my veins never gave me any such difficulties..damn it!..

So...IN the end the specialist decided to just injected the needled on top of my hand
But still he had to slap it hard until it was red to make the vein show...a little..=.='''



yeah..it looked something like that..
First time injected there..was it painful?..yes?...do i prefer other places?..yes?...Will I believe my dad next time when he said "they will inject it on your arm" next time?...HELL to the NO!....


=.=''

What a day....=.=

FAIL GEE DANCE

Sometimes I don't have any inch of luck in dancing..
and this prolly one of them LOL

I BARELY get through until half of the song...
Mannnnnnn, only skinny people can do this....
=.=


But hey..Its fine...15 minutes of learning this song is not...that......bad.......
I just have to work hard next time...

Im currently TRYING my luck on KARA's Mister song...
That's gonna be a little hard for me coz of all the ASS swaying...

But ehh.......Good Luck Sha Keera!!!...You can do it!!!...
Ahhhh....word of chants.......from myself...to me.....


*sighs*

A Bornean Xperience..

Im the kind of person who doesn't really go anywhere...therefore Im not a suitable person for you to ask any geographic places on xD...So My dad's wife decided all of us [me, my dad and auntie] to go the Tip of Borneo!


Which is located at Simpang Mengayau near Kudat...
The place is beautiful!




This makes me feel so nostalgic and fresh to breath such FRESH air ^_^





The place is what you call..."Just the right thing"...
The fresh air..
The cool breeze...
It feels like you're floating and not a single worry or problem in the world..

The feeling is just.....'right'...



My first experience going there, being a bornean and never even visited there is like never even been to the backyard of the house....

We woke up at 3:30AM...seriously..
I didn't even sleep the whole night...
I was so psyched! LOL...

We took off at 4:00AM..
It was so dark!



See??



I literally became frozen from the cold air...
But its all worth it!...
The morning mist makes me feel like im floating in the air.....
So calm, Cold and Breezy....

I just LOVE it...


the we had our brunch at Kudat..
The place was so 70's or 80's like..with a VERY VERY little touch of modern vibe...
No cinema...no shopping mall...
The place is not as clean as I would imagine seeing that its not literary corrupted by modern buildings...but the feeling of disgusted didn't exists...only the feeling of sorry or sadness...
Yet i've nothing to be sad about...
they are living their lives well....

Anyways.....We had out stop at Esplanade Sidek Bay at Kudat!..
The place is breath taking..unfortunately its not well taken care of...
But I still like the place!!!!







Beautiful isn't it???

Our last stop was at 1Borneo Shopping mall..where I went crazy by taking a picture with Santa Clause...LOL....

Anyways....


I'll post that next time,..LOL....






Today...was.....fun!!!!

a pic

told yah

Its done now....So its ok

My last exam paper was yesterday at 8:00 until 10:00
My answers...meh..You can say...the worst from all the 5 subjects..
So...Im hoping to get a C+ just to pass the subject....

HECK..I don't care if I get C+ for all subject...as long as I pass!!!

Afterwards..We went out to shop and have lunch..and I meant 'we' by Ivan, me, Pui Vun, Sharen, Dyana and Kath....
Me , Kath and Dyana Went to Lintas Upperstar for a lunch..




Dyana had Mushroom Soup....
Mine was potato something..unfortunately I had to cancel it...coz I was waiting for 30 minutes and nothing came....=.=
Kathleen ordered something with burgers...LOL...

Our drinks was Mango, and 2 lemon teas...

...
and then we all went to Warisan Square...
Me and Kathleen ended up at Center Point to find pressie for Dyana...
Her Birthday is not until the Dec 22...
But we gave her pressie early because College holiday mode is on!

Amazingly she likes it...and she seem to be surprise of it..
We gave her a Bday Card...DUH~~~~
Name chain...uh..this phone strap with your own name on it....=.=
and a hug able spongebob dollie....heheh

She's 20 and we gave her kid like pressies...heheh....

...
We were walking into a shoe shop...
and I saw something on sale...
Which surprisingly I was interested in...



Its 6 inch tall...So I would definitely be 6"2 if I wear it..LOL...

and It cost only RM60..

Funny thing was....It fits me perfectly ....
and another funny thing to laugh was...I usually have no whatsoever interest in women heels..
Im more into a dude style....like wearing sandals...T-Shirts....Shorts...

and Im a 19 year old girl LOL.....

So it was kinda weird for me to take interest on it...


Anyways....

Lets change subject...
I decided to add bag collection...


The smaller version was a gift from my dad's wife...
and The bigger one was the one I just bought at Center Point Yesterday...

It is identical with different size and color handle...

It cost me about RM35 from the original price of RM40...
It worth every ringgit LOL...

Wednesday IN!

So tuesday is out..
And I did a very stupid thing by changing my CORRECT answer to a wrong one...=.=

So tomorrow is Japanese Exam..
I just hope I don't do stupid things like today!!

A big Birthday with to my good friends SARAH and RAINEE..

LUv you Girls...

And I felt like eating japanese food...
So I made sushis...

LOVE IT!!!

Exam Week!

This 7 days will be my final examination week....

OMG...
Monday is English
Tuesday is Human Resource
Wednesday is Japanese
Thursday is Marketing
Friday is Front Office...

Monday already out and Tuesday is in..
OMG!!! IM worried.....



Hopefully I pass every single subject!!!!

Sick and still can shake god given THANG!

I wasn't feeling well this morning....heavy headache...less sleep and been studying like crazy for the past 3 weeks...
So Im guessing my brain decided to write a complaint letter to show me that it needed a rest too...

Mind you, Im the kind of person who does NOT do heavy studying time much...therefore..this is brand new to me...=.=...
Night falls and im getting better....
wouldn't you know that...
So I decided to dance to this song..

I discovered this song this morning from some korean show on youtube..
The korean group was known as "Brown Eyed Girls" and their song title is
"AbraCadabra"..

The MV is SMEXY!
and the bridge part is so boobytouchilicious!
....................*cough*...Its sexy but I still prefer guys *coughs*
Check the MV out on youtube if you don't believe me...

Anyways...15 minutes before recording I learnt all the songs steps..
WHY CAN'T I BE COMPETENT IN STUDYING AS IM IN STEP LEARNING????

=.=

God knows why....


Anywho....
I learnt Ga-In's steps..I haven't learn all the girls name yet..but I've seen everyone mentioning her name...therefore....I just go with that..


So I hope everyone enjoys it...LOL...


Who says big girls can't move?

Dyana and Me!

A couple of week back...Me, Dyana and Kath went for a karaoke...
So Dyana decided to sing Glen Fredly or whatever his name was song titled "Januari"..

But she didn't know the song well..
So I attempted to be her harmonizer..

which, in the end came out...
Quite BAD in the beginning and slightly good in the end..
and NOT better the whole way LOL...


My camera phone does suck eggs tho'..Seeing the quality of it..
I wished I had a better camera






Another attempt..
I wont say an attempt la..
But the song played when we entered the karaoke room..
So we decided to grab the mic and just sing the song..LOL...

Sayang Kinabalu is a famous Sabahan Song..LOL

So everyone just KNOW it by heart LOL

Out day!

Im typing while listening to Every Little Thing's JUMP song while drying my nail colors off...LOL

Anyways, Today me, Dyana and Kath..went Karaoke again..
and this time I gave my best in singing LOL....
I was in the ZONE!!!




Dyana and Kath singing their hearts out..
They kept on singing Jay Chou's songs...LOL




Okamura Aya Sensei [Japanese teacher]-sitting with peace
Chen Pui Vun -behind the white board..


LOL..the white board was freely drawn by everyone..MOSTLY me though LOL....

and yes...my Japanese Writing is not good LOL

Helpless Love Lyrics (사랑은 어쩔 수 없네요) – Yoon Sang Hyun

Lyrics:
나도 모르게 내가 웃고 있네요 ( nado moreuge naega utgo inneyo )
가슴이 자꾸 그댈 데려오는데 ( gaseumi jakku geudael deryeooneunde )
웃으며 그댈 내안에 담아야 하는지 ( useumyeo geudael naeane damaya haneunji )
모른척 숨겨야 하는지.. ( moreuncheok sumgyeoya haneunji.. )
괜찮은 그대 남자 되고 싶어요 ( gwaenchanheun geudae namja doego sipeoyo )
그대 나에게 기댈 수 있도록 ( geudae naege gidael su itdorok )
편히 마주할 수 없다는걸 잘알지만 ( pyeonhi majuhal su eopdaneungeol jaraljiman )
내가슴이 하는 일인걸요.. ( naegaseumi haneun iringeollyo.. )
두근두근 내 뛰는 가슴은 ( dugeundugeun nae ttwineun gaseumeun )
감추려고 뒤돌아서봐도( Gamchuryeogo dwidoraseobwado )
사랑은 어쩔 수 없네요 ( sarangeun eojjeol su eomneyo )
마음대로 마음이 움직이지 않죠.. ( maeumdaero maeumi umjigiji anchyo.. )
아무리 참으려해도 또 그리워져요 ( amuri chameuryeohaedo tto geuriwojyeoyo )
나 그대를 사랑할래요.. ( na geudaereul saranghallaeyo.. )
순간순간 나 두려워져요 ( sungansungan na duryeowojyeoyo )
내것이 아닌것만 같아서 ( naegeosi aningeotman gataseo )
사랑은 어쩔 수 없네요 ( sarangeun eojjeol su eomneyo )
마음대로 마음이 움직이지 않죠.. ( maeumdaero maeumi umjigiji anchyo.. )
아무리 참으려해도 또 그리워져요 ( amuri chameuryeohaedo tto geuriwojyeoyo )
나 그대를 사랑할래요.. ( na geudaereul saranghallaeyo.. )
사랑해 그댈 사랑해요 ( saranghae geudael saranghaeyo )
눈물겨운 행복이 사랑인가봐요 ( nunmulgyeoun haengbogi sarangingabwayo )
아무리 멈추려해도 그게 잘안되요 ( amuri meomchuryeohaedo geuge jarandoeyo )
난 그대를 사랑합니다 ( nan geudaereul saranghamnida )
난 그대만 사랑합니다… ( nan geudaeman saranghamnida… )
Translation :
I'm smiling without me knowing
My heart keeps on wanting you
Should I smile and hold you in my heart
Or hide you inside pretending not to care
I want to be a good guy for you
So that you can lean on me
I know well that it might not be comfortable
But that is a job for my heart

Thump. Thump. My thumping heart
I turn around to hide it
Love is helpless
The heart doesn't move the way you want it to
No matter how hard I try to suppress it
I am missing again
I think I'm going to love her

From time to time I become afraid
Because it feels like it isn't mine
Love is helpless
The heart doesn't move the way you want it to
No matter how hard I try to suppress it
I am missing again
I think I'm going to love her

I love...I love you
Maybe this tearful happiness is love
No matter how hard I try to stop
It doesn't happen
I love you
I will only love you

[Credit:Lirikapasaja]

" I am totally in love with this song....It never ceased to make me teary...
and Yoon Sang Hyun is a hot papa!"

Introduction part of me~

I don't think I have introduced myself properly...
My name is Sha Keera..
I like to think that I have a some sort of good ability in singing and dancing...
Therefore I have a youtube account called heaveninlove2 where I showcase of both abilities..
I love photography not because of the prettiness provide but the truth we see in it..

I love music because it lifts one spirit for a day..

I love dancing because I can express myself with it...

SUNDAY~

Its a slow day..
And I wished to do nothing..
But I couldn't help to study for the Marketing Test 2 which is tomorrow and also Finishing up the english's slide show for tomorrow which I haven't even started yet...


I feel like doing nothing...
Coz that's what my heart desires...
But I just couldn't help it..
To just force myself...


Rubbish isn't it?...
I wish to find a more suitable things for me to do..
something I like...

But that's just life is...
unfair....................



and we're here..
to make the best of it.....

REAL!

Its hard to express oneself when the people around you think its a joke..
and they assumed that they know you better that yourself...
Isn't that funny?..

how life mend itself with the assumption that THEY mold you into one?
Doesn't that make you laugh when all this time they only knew you with a mask on?

Doesn't that just want to make you laugh even more
when they say they know you like the back of their hands?...

When all they learn until now was SHIT...
Life is what YOU made
is what YOU mold YOURSELF into...

NOT how they MAKE you...

But you couldn't help to wonder..
If its really you or is this something you do for them...

That's what i think...
Always...
I want to grow up..
but no one seem to believe it...

im 19 but im stuck in something im not even cleared with...
Sometimes I feel lucky to have lived in this world..
but most of the time I kept on wondering..Why im here...

Or am I lucky enough to have this life or is it a punishment to god?
Either way..Why I deserve this?

People say...Just be thankful you're alive and never to question god's intention..
Im just merely asking..because im curious...

Sometimes it felt to much and I just feel like disappearing..
It hurts to smile when you're hurting inside...
It hurts to laugh when you're heart is crying..
It hurts to just pretend everything is OK..when its NOT...
and it hurts...just to think about it....


I used to pretend and try to see myself ahead of years from now...
Its been so long since.....
I never did that anymore..
Nor put any hope since then...

I just wake up everyday and hope it would end soon...
The feeling to be in pain in order to diminish the other pain is strong...
I forgot the last time I took care of this god given body...

I have my own reason to feel like this...
Im not crazy..Im not disturbed..nor im not on drugs...
Its just a feeling lingering inside of me for years now...

Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha to all muslims..

So today we decided to visit my grandparents from my late mother's side...
There's my sister, Naira [her 2 months old toddler] and my grandpa who just underwent for a surgery..


This is Naira LOL


This is grandma


And this is my dad with his wife


then we went to Auntie Hafsah's house for a kenduri because her husband made it safely to mecca...
Alhamdulillah...


-sha keera

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Its weird....
One of my good friend Dyana, wasn't really talking with me..
More over....its like..she's despise me...
Today we had Front Office test 2...WHICH Im pretty sure I FAILED!...
We try to contact her 15 minutes after 8 and no one answered...

So we started our test at 8.30 and she came in at 9...
Not looking anywhere..she just sat down and does her work..As soon as the test finished she just walk down....TOTALLY IGNORING ME...

What the hell??

So I try to catch her up..and shrug that negativeness out of me..
And just approach to her and try to make conversation..
Physically..she's there....
Mentally....IGNORING ME...


I don't know what I have did or say to deserve that..
I know I always bitch about everything...
So...I just don't know la....

I tried to think about it..
truthfully...I got tired..



Que Sera Sera~~~



-sha keera

Coming Back!

its been 2 years since I last post anything..
I've been switching blogs for god knows how many time..
And I usually end up on wordpress.com

So im taking a new leaf..Out with the new and in with the old...err..
In this case heheh...

So please look forward seeing me lurking here...

-sha Keera