finish!!

The war has ended...
Time for movies!!!

last day!!

Today is the final paper I'll be sitting for my examination..Wohoo!!!...
Im so happy I could cry..
After this, I'll be off from college for 2 weeks...holiday!!!...
Im gonna try and loose some of my tummy fat in that 2 weeks...
Im really into dancing now...and singing just come naturally for me..

my phrase of emo n so called "dark" route is beginning to fade..
So I hope it continues..I love being happy!!...

I wanna turn to a new lead...
Loose weight..
Try to be NICE..R xD
and loose tummy fat!!....

Wohhoooo...!!!
Im physicked!

Weird hotness

These guys are just weird hot!..
they can sing girl's song...perfectly!

Luv IT!

Ready for it!

I'm looking forward and preparing myself in sitting for 5 toughest subjects I've ever faced in exam!.....LAW, Hotel Operation, Accounting, English, Economics....
None of the subjects which I had learn while I was in high school...Except for English..

But....that's a different story...English Lvl 4 is in essay!...Oh..Only god knows how bad my relationship with essay is...=.='''

I MUST pass this subjects no matter what..
been in that college for almost 3 years now...
I'll hang myself if I'm staying for another year...=.=

Let 2010 be my final year there...
Then off to finish my duty in National Service for 3 months..
Then I'm gonna look for a job...
I'll probably more likely to work in a kitchen tho...xD
Then I'll see where it leads me..then I'll continue my degree...

because up to this point...
I'm beginning to HATE the word study...
=.=

Good Luck to myself and everyone who'll be sitting for their exam this weekend and next week!..
WE ALL NEED IT!!

.....

My exams is coming up....
But the thing that clouding my head wasn't it...
I end up lying to my dad and skipped class because..I just wasn't interested in facing anyone today..
I locked myself in my room until mid day and watch tv/movies the whole day..

I didn't find the fun in it anymore..

*sighs*

Everything seems so blurry...
I seem to be struggling just to get above the line..

*sighs*

SERIOUSLY?..
I don't know how far i'll go now...
Im not strong enough to face things...
Im done...

Changed!

Hi.
I've changed my blog link from Puppet-tears to highpointoflife...because there's where i want to reach..and the tagline from Growing up but far from adulthood..blablabla...to "I Am Moving On"..
coz..that's what I am doing!...

:)

-sha keera

effed up...

Lately my mood has been nothing but bad....

Im constantly angry..and moody..
Not to mention life has been so hectic that made me feel like killing myself!..

*sighs*

Wouldn't it be nice...if like is easier??..
pfft...yeah right..
If life is easy then im Lincoln in disguise ...

Weight control

How long since i post anything here?...
Basically my life had been nothing but crap..
So im going through a lot of stress...

added to it..
is I might have high blood or high cholesterol and my sugar level is high...
and doctors/helpers basically urge me to loose weight...
I tried to act cool and just laughed it off...
but I know deep down im trying to..
and I know im not trying to hard..

so starting this day...
I'll try and live a little healthy..
which means..more veges and vitamins...
less sugar and carb
More exercise...

I just checked my weight...
and looked like I gained a hell lot this past months..even though people kept on saying i've lost a little...

.....

im just head to head reaching the 100KG..
basically I feared of living life with 3 numbers for my weight
so Im cutting down a whole lotta shiz...

and Im not trying to make fun of people with the 3 numbers in the weight meter..
they might worked for you..
but not for me..
I REFUSE TO BE ON SUCH WEIGHT!!

So goodbye...junkies..and hello veges...
I still hate you..
but what to do..
you're my biggest influence to lead me on a better life...


dammit!!

................

Basically I feel like crap this past a few days...
and the "down" feelings hasn't been helping me also..
to many things in my head..

so unnecessary..

I need to focus with college subjects..
I've been falling behind and I've seen all my grades fell from average point to much worst...

Im gonna take this weekend off to relocate myself..
try to find the inner Sha Keera that used to be ME...

I need her more than ever now,
Cause the feeling of giving up is much stronger ..

im worried.....
Im worried I can't withstand it...

For now I shall take a deep breath..
Hold it in and let it go...

Another door close..
A New one will surely open

MOVING ON....

life as the way it is.......

Im to tired to rant..
I have so many things to solve rather than to just worry on small matters....

Good Night World and Have a Sweet Dream