Weight control

How long since i post anything here?...
Basically my life had been nothing but crap..
So im going through a lot of stress...

added to it..
is I might have high blood or high cholesterol and my sugar level is high...
and doctors/helpers basically urge me to loose weight...
I tried to act cool and just laughed it off...
but I know deep down im trying to..
and I know im not trying to hard..

so starting this day...
I'll try and live a little healthy..
which means..more veges and vitamins...
less sugar and carb
More exercise...

I just checked my weight...
and looked like I gained a hell lot this past months..even though people kept on saying i've lost a little...

.....

im just head to head reaching the 100KG..
basically I feared of living life with 3 numbers for my weight
so Im cutting down a whole lotta shiz...

and Im not trying to make fun of people with the 3 numbers in the weight meter..
they might worked for you..
but not for me..
I REFUSE TO BE ON SUCH WEIGHT!!

So goodbye...junkies..and hello veges...
I still hate you..
but what to do..
you're my biggest influence to lead me on a better life...


dammit!!