I need to re-energized..WTF with this fat issues?

Lately I've been very tired..
I cant really focus on any subject without yawning..
I yawn for every 5 minutes...
I kept on rubbing my eyes to stay awake...

I need some Zzz time pronto!

So yesterday I went back to my late mom's kampung...
yes...yes..no one MISSED doing the "fat" gesture to me...
this girl treating me like im 17...while doing the "fat" body language to me..

what did I do?

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...
Why?..

Because I accept that I am not skinny..
but why does everyone need to get under my skin about it?..

Come la people..
me being fat doesnt really bothers me..
so It shouldnt be bothering you also...

*sigh*
I DO want to loose weight..
WHEN the time comes...
By then....

and im saying it nicely...

My body..MY life.....

be it that way